wth! i am mad angry at disgusting and random people who added me on msn when i dont even know them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.- today there is 2 already! WHAT BITCH MAN! stupid then they dont even know me and come talk some fucking nonsense! -.-! i just when on and scolded them and bloack them! haha! wasted my time and make myself angry at them! wth. kay shall not waste time blogging too much about those idiots. anw, just to caution others in case they also go ka jiao your, the 2 hotmail are:
ArdithRenteriaijsin@hotmail.com
KiaraLetbetterpdnoo@hotmail.com
2 disgusting bitch. GET LOST MAN!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
haha kay i realised i have been blogging a lot these days. wahh sian no lifeeeee!~ aha! hmm, kay anw, today was quite interesting. AND! i screwed math test ttm -.- i seriously will fail. i mean it this time too. it felt even worse than chem and physics. so means i will fail even more badly. i comfirm only get like 4-10 marks. OVER 40! ta ma de! diee already.. i am going to make king zong damn sad and disappointed with me D; haii he already like dont know how to teach me already. and i dare not ask him those stupid questions.. even though they are real stupid questions, but i still dont know. crap.
and today i saw how different my attitude is from the chua. esp during lang arts and math. chem also. she getting pro-er than yjq! OMGOSH!!!!!! arghh. i am still the same! haii maybe got more pro a bit la! :D haha! kay nvm, and lang arts speech i was still laughing so damn loudly at those ppl presenting when their speech turn into a joke!!!! HAHA! but the chua was totally sitting there with the "i am going to dieeeee..." face! O: LOL haha. actually i was also very scared but i dont know why i listen listen then will forget that i will have to present later too... wahh fail sia haha AND! math. i totally dont know much shit. but i just wasn't as despo to go faster chiong last minute mugging. so in the end screw up the paper. dieeee. haii.
kay, today ncc. was quite hmm dont know how to describe. but ali said this damn sad sentence which make me cry. actually not la. i already going to cry then i keep trying to force the tears back. then ali said the sentence and she burst into tears then i saw the constipated face on weely. can tell that she was trying to ren too. then all of a sudden, i just cry. idk why. i think is cos someone said that we only got like less than 15 acts as a cadet.. then like why aren't all of us putting their best effort yet/ then i just dk why got the very sad and dk la, like something real big bothering me. then it just makes me cry. i know i haven't wasted all these years in ncc. but idk if i really did make full use of all the time and put in my best effort in Everything. then i tried real hard not to cry at first cos i know when 1 person start, many will follow. but in the end i still failed. then i tried to hide behind when cos i dont want the whole platoon to start crying. but in the end i think geraldine and shu ying cry also...
then when we sat down jamie ask me why i cried. good qn. i was asking myself too. no offence but i feel like asking her back why didn't you feel like crying at all... dont you feel anything when you know we are only left with like 15acts as a cadet?!!!! 15 isn't a lot man. c'mon i bet the next time you realised it would probably be 3 acts left... idk. i really LOVE being a cadet though sometimes its quite tough. i knew i will going to regret not putting my best in Everything when i was a cadet after we become specs. i dont really want my ncc cadet life to end so quickly! i already damn regret about the last march camp as a cadet. i totally screwed it. i was super angry with myself.
i realised all my life the most i cry is for NCC. part A i cant really rmb. partB i cried for march camp. and i rmb once i dropped my beret when marching. then the whole platoon have to pump 50 with me! i think most would probably can t rmb that. but thats the greatest thing i am shameful about in my whole ncc life.. i will nv forget it. i rmb it was after a rain. we were in no4. we pump on the ground outside comp lab in the old rv campus. thats when i cried too. but silently cos i know it was my own fault/mistake. next still got fsd.. but it was cos too happy, when we won! and not forgetting.. orienteering. the one i felt most sad about. i felt like dying. cos it came with all the eoy results too last year. so i cried real hard that time. and also when the previous batch of specs stepped down, i rmb how hard the specs were trying to not cry in front of us. i can clearly rmb the look they had on their faces! and i cried too. i think there is more but
i would better stop. hmm. now that i think about it, i really cried a lot. omg, i am such a crybaby! -.- wth. i didn't know i was so weak. i will have to be stronger! for the remaining acts, Weini, you must not let yourself down! i can do it! i must do it!
i think my passion for NCC is back!!! YES, you just know when the feeling comes back. the down feeling when i know that there is no act this friday cos of hols.. i LOVE THIS FEELING>> THE "I MISSSSSSSS ACT FEELING" I LOVE NCC :D
happy
happy
happy.
excited
and today i saw how different my attitude is from the chua. esp during lang arts and math. chem also. she getting pro-er than yjq! OMGOSH!!!!!! arghh. i am still the same! haii maybe got more pro a bit la! :D haha! kay nvm, and lang arts speech i was still laughing so damn loudly at those ppl presenting when their speech turn into a joke!!!! HAHA! but the chua was totally sitting there with the "i am going to dieeeee..." face! O: LOL haha. actually i was also very scared but i dont know why i listen listen then will forget that i will have to present later too... wahh fail sia haha AND! math. i totally dont know much shit. but i just wasn't as despo to go faster chiong last minute mugging. so in the end screw up the paper. dieeee. haii.
kay, today ncc. was quite hmm dont know how to describe. but ali said this damn sad sentence which make me cry. actually not la. i already going to cry then i keep trying to force the tears back. then ali said the sentence and she burst into tears then i saw the constipated face on weely. can tell that she was trying to ren too. then all of a sudden, i just cry. idk why. i think is cos someone said that we only got like less than 15 acts as a cadet.. then like why aren't all of us putting their best effort yet/ then i just dk why got the very sad and dk la, like something real big bothering me. then it just makes me cry. i know i haven't wasted all these years in ncc. but idk if i really did make full use of all the time and put in my best effort in Everything. then i tried real hard not to cry at first cos i know when 1 person start, many will follow. but in the end i still failed. then i tried to hide behind when cos i dont want the whole platoon to start crying. but in the end i think geraldine and shu ying cry also...
then when we sat down jamie ask me why i cried. good qn. i was asking myself too. no offence but i feel like asking her back why didn't you feel like crying at all... dont you feel anything when you know we are only left with like 15acts as a cadet?!!!! 15 isn't a lot man. c'mon i bet the next time you realised it would probably be 3 acts left... idk. i really LOVE being a cadet though sometimes its quite tough. i knew i will going to regret not putting my best in Everything when i was a cadet after we become specs. i dont really want my ncc cadet life to end so quickly! i already damn regret about the last march camp as a cadet. i totally screwed it. i was super angry with myself.
all the tears that i have given to NCC. i hope they are not wasted. maybe it had made me stronger? i hope so.
i realised all my life the most i cry is for NCC. part A i cant really rmb. partB i cried for march camp. and i rmb once i dropped my beret when marching. then the whole platoon have to pump 50 with me! i think most would probably can t rmb that. but thats the greatest thing i am shameful about in my whole ncc life.. i will nv forget it. i rmb it was after a rain. we were in no4. we pump on the ground outside comp lab in the old rv campus. thats when i cried too. but silently cos i know it was my own fault/mistake. next still got fsd.. but it was cos too happy, when we won! and not forgetting.. orienteering. the one i felt most sad about. i felt like dying. cos it came with all the eoy results too last year. so i cried real hard that time. and also when the previous batch of specs stepped down, i rmb how hard the specs were trying to not cry in front of us. i can clearly rmb the look they had on their faces! and i cried too. i think there is more but
i would better stop. hmm. now that i think about it, i really cried a lot. omg, i am such a crybaby! -.- wth. i didn't know i was so weak. i will have to be stronger! for the remaining acts, Weini, you must not let yourself down! i can do it! i must do it!
i think my passion for NCC is back!!! YES, you just know when the feeling comes back. the down feeling when i know that there is no act this friday cos of hols.. i LOVE THIS FEELING>> THE "I MISSSSSSSS ACT FEELING" I LOVE NCC :D
happy
happy
happy.
excited
Monday, March 29, 2010
sometimes i think you are quite fake girl... i hate you
kay ignore the above sentence. its not the point. anw, i was watching the stupid show just now. and after seeing shen ai li, i felt quite contented with my life. idk why. HAHA this is super random but nvm.i am quite happy that i have great friends and platoon mates :D charlie girls i love you hahahahahha!(: and i am like happy everyday even though i suck at studies and flung almost every tests. oh great and tmr got math test!@ i am gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeee. i cant even find the most important ws! wtf i am quite angry now!
and i dont know if my attitude is good or bad sia. i am like laughing like some mad woman everyday even though my life is quite screwed and there are many unhappy stuffs happening almost every single moment. but i tend to ignore them or in fact try not to be bothered about it and then stay happy and laugh laugh laugh.. is this good or bad? i am like not facing reality. but if i do, i comfirm become some emo kia. i dont want... so i hope my attitude now is not really bad.. but if i cont like this i will really be screwed esp studies. sian . kay i shall go try to study bye!~
kay ignore the above sentence. its not the point. anw, i was watching the stupid show just now. and after seeing shen ai li, i felt quite contented with my life. idk why. HAHA this is super random but nvm.i am quite happy that i have great friends and platoon mates :D charlie girls i love you hahahahahha!(: and i am like happy everyday even though i suck at studies and flung almost every tests. oh great and tmr got math test!@ i am gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeee. i cant even find the most important ws! wtf i am quite angry now!
and i dont know if my attitude is good or bad sia. i am like laughing like some mad woman everyday even though my life is quite screwed and there are many unhappy stuffs happening almost every single moment. but i tend to ignore them or in fact try not to be bothered about it and then stay happy and laugh laugh laugh.. is this good or bad? i am like not facing reality. but if i do, i comfirm become some emo kia. i dont want... so i hope my attitude now is not really bad.. but if i cont like this i will really be screwed esp studies. sian . kay i shall go try to study bye!~
Saturday, March 27, 2010
hmph! D;
omg. i dont like my heck care attitude. esp to studies. i fail so much tests yet i still can laugh like nth had happened. maybe i should be more serious. i think i have to. results is one thing bothering me. but there are a lot of other things too. like ncc and friends. i am afraid because of my heck care and sucky attitude... i dont know how esp the ppl around me and my best friends can stand me. like Jamie, val, Jieli, nicole, vc. these are the ones who have been able to ta han me for the longest. jasmine and hui geok and shu ying too. that time ncc chalet we talked about it already. i ask them why they can still tahan me and be friends with me even though they and myself know i had a disgusting attitude. cos i got mood swings and very hot tempered. and i always heck care about a lot of things cos i am so lazy i didn't bother to do anything. yet they still can be such good friends with me. i lost a lot of goodd friends already. and now we could hardly talk till we really laugh hard. i want to change my attitude. i dont want to risk losing more friends. i am just afraid my friends and everyone around me will find me irritating and walk away, walk out of my life. i dont want to be alone plz! T.T
tian tian de.
我輕輕的嚐一口 妳說的愛我
還在回味妳給過的溫柔
我輕輕的嚐一口 這香濃的誘惑
我喜歡的樣子妳都有
haha kay this is only the beginning of the son.g and it remind me of the four in 2k that sit right in front of the teacher's desk. me yanning val en xian. omg en xian's face in my memory is fading! I DONT WANT! omg how?! its really months i had not seen her! i miss you WOMAN! ): i wonder if she will be thinking of us,2k now. hmm. thats will i hate this kind of things. like separation. kay lol sounds noob. but i really dont like it ): haii. hope this awesome class 3i wont change next year!!!!! its so hard to get into same class as jieli and nicole again!!!! :D i love you guys! i thought i wont be in the same class as our clique again and cried like shit the last day of 2k. hah! was really happy to be in same class with your again :D yay! kay, this digress a little away already. but i really really dont want to change 3I! i want to see the same faces in 4I :D i hope can!!!!! i really HOPE! <3
還在回味妳給過的溫柔
我輕輕的嚐一口 這香濃的誘惑
我喜歡的樣子妳都有
haha kay this is only the beginning of the son.g and it remind me of the four in 2k that sit right in front of the teacher's desk. me yanning val en xian. omg en xian's face in my memory is fading! I DONT WANT! omg how?! its really months i had not seen her! i miss you WOMAN! ): i wonder if she will be thinking of us,2k now. hmm. thats will i hate this kind of things. like separation. kay lol sounds noob. but i really dont like it ): haii. hope this awesome class 3i wont change next year!!!!! its so hard to get into same class as jieli and nicole again!!!! :D i love you guys! i thought i wont be in the same class as our clique again and cried like shit the last day of 2k. hah! was really happy to be in same class with your again :D yay! kay, this digress a little away already. but i really really dont want to change 3I! i want to see the same faces in 4I :D i hope can!!!!! i really HOPE! <3
Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
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