sometimes i think you are quite fake girl... i hate you

kay ignore the above sentence. its not the point. anw, i was watching the stupid show just now. and after seeing shen ai li, i felt quite contented with my life. idk why. HAHA this is super random but nvm.i am quite happy that i have great friends and platoon mates :D charlie girls i love you hahahahahha!(: and i am like happy everyday even though i suck at studies and flung almost every tests. oh great and tmr got math test!@ i am gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeee. i cant even find the most important ws! wtf i am quite angry now!

and i dont know if my attitude is good or bad sia. i am like laughing like some mad woman everyday even though my life is quite screwed and there are many unhappy stuffs happening almost every single moment. but i tend to ignore them or in fact try not to be bothered about it and then stay happy and laugh laugh laugh.. is this good or bad? i am like not facing reality. but if i do, i comfirm become some emo kia. i dont want... so i hope my attitude now is not really bad.. but if i cont like this i will really be screwed esp studies. sian . kay i shall go try to study bye!~