haha today's act was a lil tiring. esp pt! D; omg. start of pt was okay. though the scolding were horrigible ): but still managable for me. but as we do the sets, ali and jie ling fell out. i was left with yup hmm about 5 part As. hah! you should know how pt goes like. i was quite mad when ali and me had to shout soooooooooo much that ali couldn't take it alrdy): & jie ling too. seems like we were all doing more than everything.. kay shall not be mean cos this is quite direct already O.O omg. then after that got the spec course thing. hah. i think i was silly to cry again -.- LOL but i felt very sad at the moment when the thought that charlie cant go spec course together and the selection was quite hurtful. and shu ying is -.- i can tell she was seriously sad but she still tried so hard to put on a strong front, smiling and joking around, seems like she doesn't care. but i can tell that wasn't true!!! i was really sad but i didn't know what to say to her. i hate myself when it comes to comforting ppl. i am really lousy at it. and geok too!!! she was like almost on the verge of tears. but i dont even dare to give her a comforting smile cos i scared she would thought i am happy that i get to go spec course and she will feel even worse that she didn't! kay hmph that few minutes is just torturous! quite horrible ): FORTUNATELY IT WAS ONLY A JOKE! i was really relieved (: yup CHARLIE FTW! WE WILL BE GOING SPECS COURSE TOGETHER ON TUES WED THURS! jiayou! all of a sudden after this i really felt sooooooooooo bonded to ncc and charlie!!!!! i so grateful i am here today(: LOL kay have to mug gsk again alrdy(: HAHA and somehow i forgot that i still have a whole load of hw ): hmph. but i shall not bother about it first(: heh. kay JAMIE YOU WANT MUG GSK TOGETHER TMR OR SOMETHING? kay i shall sms you first(: who want join, charlie? :D