kay was quite proud of myself today(:
i stayed at home and completed all lang arts and part of math!
AND.....
I MUG PHYSICS!!!!
LOL dont know why but just suddenly feel like it
haha kay tmr shall finish the rest :D
got math chem and chinese
kay gl ^^

NOW,

i should start learning to shut my mouth.
maybe then i could see a lot more

dear Lord,
why did you gave me such a big mouth and tiny eyes?

every second is running away from me

gosh, its noisy outside
but why can i still hear my watch ticking

gosh, idk why but i like to read Angela's blog(: she just posted this..


"And all that's left are memories, sometimes enough to spread a smile or blink a tear...................................No, you can't pretend that airplanes are shooting stars, you can't make a wish, even if you did, it never ever comes true "

and i think is mega nice.



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i think i seriously have some problem
and i cant stay as myself anymore, not anymore.
if not everyone will just find me irritating and leave me.
i dont want to feel alone

gosh these are the AKE BADGES laaaaa! hohohoho LOL! mega chio right?! hehe yay i love this pretty badge(: kay so random. but i just found this picture! its before the prize presentation after ake ^^

oh and i watch KARATE KID ysd ysd.with ali and geok (L)! it was quite touching, and both the boys(the good & bad) looks cute HAHA! :D

omg only 6days left for hols and still got ncc act! and i just started my hw. still have to do la project alamak. i want hols to be longer leyy.. and i still gonna go watch movie man!! and i am doing the lang arts compre and its difficult ttm dieee, is it my lang arts is bad or does everyone find it diff too??

hohoho "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE TEO!!" hahaha i am trying to clear my hw as much as possible then can go out celebrate your bdae with you(: [someday nextweek??] and i bought something extra for you i keep forgetting to give you! haha when we go watch movie then give you la!!!! hahaha. and my sister say KARATE KID is nicer than TOY STORY 3 leyy. man, i dont dont which one i should watch?!!! GAHH. kay nvm, and are you looking forward to get your surprise present?! haha but i dont know you will like the colour anot. cos dont have purple or orange then idk if you like the other colours ): alamak. kay la, CYA!!!!!

omg i too busy to blog alrdy. a lot of things happened. since i had last blog, i had been mugging gsk all those then went spec course! it was not scary at all and in fact quite boring esp the first day which is just all the tests! then yup and i learnt a lot about racism and bias ppl LOL! haha kay, and i got my 3rd SGT RANK :D shall be happy with it(: and congrats Geraldine for course best omg! ^^ rv got 5/12 awards which is not bad though i didn't contribute any oops^^ yup thats all about spec course!

i rested 1day. and next day went malaysia then off to shop. then it was AKE!!!!!! :D omg it was AWESOME. met a lot a lot of friends and had a slight change in opinion towards "MLZ!" LOL! ^^ my platoon dont know why was the nosiest haha but i think most fun too cos got really a lot of jokers omg. everyday was funny to the max. and this guy keep singing and irritate me. wlao purposely one lor! -noise pollution la- no la, jkjk! :D haha it wasn't as tiring as it should have been i think. haha but rain everyday. but got sun also so i became black again. sian -.- but i miss AKE the next day after breakcourse sad ): dont think will have the chance to kayak again alrdy, i think D: arghh. and i got cool muscles! a little la LOL. but dont anyone dare bully me haha! lol jkjk. kay anw, the sirs were funny too!^^ AKE IS REALLY AWESOME!!!! (L)

so afterof course rest andi didn't go 2k 09' outing at Sentosa D; my mum dont want me to go out alrdy.. cos the following day got ncc again. yup so its the usual stuff back and i have to start my hw TODAY! :D haha!

btw, i want to watch TOY STORY 3!!!!!!!! and KARATE KID TOO!!!!! man, which should i watch huh huh?!!! hiayoor should i watch both^^ kay la shall let jas choose since we watching when we go celebrate her bdae next week (: yay! so happy!^^

omg my mum say that there are worms in my stomach O: cos i eat a lot but still get hungry easily!!! and the worst is i keep eating but never grow a lot!!!! omg is she scaring me!! T.T ahhhh

this was the product of my efforts for the WHOLE DAY OMG!!!!! cards for charlie! plus magnets~~ hahaha feel so proud after i make all of these :D yay so happy(: Charlie are your looking forward to get it on tues and see what i wrote?!??? hahaha omg bet your will be so excited untill cant sleep liao. haiyo tsk tsk. dont so kanchiong still got 2 more days then can read what i wrote for your liao la xDDDD its all different okay?! though part of it might be a lil same as others like "JIAYOU FOR SPEC COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!!" hahaha thats what i wrote for all those who are going(: those not going i also wrote a lot can?! yay gan dong right haiyo.

kay i am quite nervous for specs course. plus a lil scared. hmph, hope it will be okay(:

haha today's act was a lil tiring. esp pt! D; omg. start of pt was okay. though the scolding were horrigible ): but still managable for me. but as we do the sets, ali and jie ling fell out. i was left with yup hmm about 5 part As. hah! you should know how pt goes like. i was quite mad when ali and me had to shout soooooooooo much that ali couldn't take it alrdy): & jie ling too. seems like we were all doing more than everything.. kay shall not be mean cos this is quite direct already O.O omg. then after that got the spec course thing. hah. i think i was silly to cry again -.- LOL but i felt very sad at the moment when the thought that charlie cant go spec course together and the selection was quite hurtful. and shu ying is -.- i can tell she was seriously sad but she still tried so hard to put on a strong front, smiling and joking around, seems like she doesn't care. but i can tell that wasn't true!!! i was really sad but i didn't know what to say to her. i hate myself when it comes to comforting ppl. i am really lousy at it. and geok too!!! she was like almost on the verge of tears. but i dont even dare to give her a comforting smile cos i scared she would thought i am happy that i get to go spec course and she will feel even worse that she didn't! kay hmph that few minutes is just torturous! quite horrible ): FORTUNATELY IT WAS ONLY A JOKE! i was really relieved (: yup CHARLIE FTW! WE WILL BE GOING SPECS COURSE TOGETHER ON TUES WED THURS! jiayou! all of a sudden after this i really felt sooooooooooo bonded to ncc and charlie!!!!! i so grateful i am here today(: LOL kay have to mug gsk again alrdy(: HAHA and somehow i forgot that i still have a whole load of hw ): hmph. but i shall not bother about it first(: heh. kay JAMIE YOU WANT MUG GSK TOGETHER TMR OR SOMETHING? kay i shall sms you first(: who want join, charlie? :D

the start of the hols was busy already. its all ncc!!! cameron, ncc acts, charlie outings, ake, mugging gsk, and spec course is coming!!!! everyday it is ncc!!!!!! omg i better start doing my hw.. but today have to mug gsk!!!!!!!!!! arghh i missed almost all the lessons when the specs taught gsk omg i am quite dead. cos of physics remedial, physics prac, sick and everything ): sian. i hope i can pass tmr's gsk tests. though i doubt so.. cos the more i tried memorize the more confused i got D; arghh. how i wish i can be like weely or some smart ppl, read a few times then can remember almost everything alrdy O: so good. i have to keep writing and reading and copying everything as many times as possible but i still keep mixing up the informations. and i realised i dont have any notes of codes and conducts for specs and cadets at all. and i think specs never teach before or maybe is i missed the lesson. sian kay gg alrdy/ so jiayou me

i think teachers are seriously very annoying!!! they jump to conclusions without getting facts right and still there anyhow spread false info!!!! -.-

and after talking to ah geok just now, i seriously thought about it and realised some people are really quite foolish. to get power and seem very pro, she can make use of the people around her and even her best best best friends-.- i look down on her. what happened to her basic moral values.. now that everyone hate her, idk if i should pity her or something?? but at the end of the day, i realised she got nothing. hmm or maybe nothing much. its not worth it isn't it?! cos you get nth and people still hates you and everyone knows how bad you are.. i thnk it is seriously quite dumb ): so i thinking i must never be like her. i must learn what is actually important and meaningful and what is not so i actually wont waste my time and effort on things that is not worth that much(: though it makes you proud or happy but will soon come to an end and ppl might not even rmb much about it/
its just for the glory of that few moments.