tmr is my BIG DAY! :D anw, today started really bad... i fell asleep mugging math and i nv iron no4 yet. so i have to chiong like shit! and i manage to starch my collar and amulet somemore! zai or zai! HAHA LOL kay but the day b4 was horrible. so my mood was still really bad. its hard to be happy again. i cant help it. finally i could stop laughing and not be happy. not only this. the first period was like MATH TEST! idk if i can pass anot.. but i really HOPE so!!!! hmm, shall think positively(: shld be can la. kay this is self-delusion or whatever la. so i was totally dead the whole morning.. i just cant really laugh out loud anymore. but 12 we left class for SHOOTING! yay! OMG I LOVE NCC! I LOVE SHOOTING! but at first i was still emo. cos shuying told me it was trainfire. so i forgot to bring my specs. then it was actually IMT! i was totally going to cry cos if dont pass imt cant go LIVE RANGE! WHICH IS LIKT THE MOST WONDERFUL THING ON EARTH~!!!!!! i miss the smell of the smoke! though i could still rmb the GOLD BULLETS! omg! damn cool i tell you! so i thought i was really going to fail cos i cant see anything much with my right eye... wth. even when i was the assistant, i still cant see the target! but very very very very lucky i can see a little when i was proning! thank God! x) so i scored 23/24! YAY MARKSMAN LEHHHHHHHHH! though miss one cos i too kan jiong cos only got 4seconds for 1shot! but i am still very proud of myself!:D yay i own all the guys too! HAHA! kay, hope i will do as well in life range :D jiayou. and 2days time is mke. haiiiii really dread it lehh D;