today i realised i was stupid and yet lazy. kay this is bad. and random. hah! nvm, i will work hard! >< kay. and today i also realised how stupid bgr is. wahh, lame. i dont think i will ever want a stead or whatever crap. stead and break stead and break. it only gives you more emo days and crazy hearbeats. its not worth it i think. and i see how bgr can affect one's friendships too. esp when bgr was put before friendship -.- kay, so it sucks. and you and this guy were somehow best friends before your stead. and after the break, you cant even look him in the eyes anymore. it will be weird. so lame la. so whats the point of all these man. i dont really understand/ and for that case that happen today, i really dont know what to say man. it just ended so fast. omg, though i somehow knew it would happen sometime, but i was quite unexpected. but dont sad, girl haha. i am calling you girl cos i cant put your name heh. LOL sounds weird. kay nvm, forget about it bah (: it will soon be out of your head..

*kay this post is really quite random. i just type everything that flashed through my mind.even if it doesn't even make sense to me. so dont take it seriously. haha